WOW.

being an engineering student especially an industrial one, is not as easy (define easy as much as you want) as you think it is. SO much things to do and i barely dont have time to do it all! like..OMG my schedule. Gosh it is so freakin hectic! i know that i shouldnt be here, blabbering and whining about my engineering life. i know i should be out from the internet to finish my paperworks and stuffs. but here i am. whining and wont stop typing about my life. well hello there! i know this thing is rubbish because im going to write every thing about my life, about what happened in class. just in case youre my secret admirer and you really want to know about my daily routine. GAH. no. kidding. its just i want to share my day with no one actually but i know that no one will read this. so hell yeah. today was super!:)

SUPER KATASTROPHIC.
dang it! omg its probably the most frustrating day. i never get to reach the mood. im feeling grumpy all the time and i dont know why:( i feel sad, angry, and want to cry every single time. omg people who close to me wont believe this thing happened to me. well guys, just because i dressed and behave like a 90's boy doesnt mean im not a girl. THIS THING IS REAL. this morning, i got irritated sooo easily just beacuse someone interrupted while i was talking. and i feel like i want to cry. SMH. (((I KNOW, I KNOW. I DISGUST MYSELF TOO))) ugh. i lost my appetite, i lost my willing to study, i feel.....nothing. "im still alive but i barely breathing" probably the most related line to describe my day. smh smh smh.